Goodbye White Hair!Hello awesome people reading this post!, school officially ended for me and I all the misunderstandings has been resolved, today is also the day that I get my result slip, which I am am super satisfied with my results, hehe
If you have been following me on twitter, you would have known that I finally dyed my hair today, and I am super excited and happy that I am able to share my experiences with you awesome readers.
If you are an old reader of mine, you should know that I am suffering from growth of white hairs in an early age, I super. duper. Hate having white hair growing instead of black hairs, I mean, I'm only 14 turning 15, having white hair is also one of the reason why I am always trying to hide myself from making new friends because people ALWAYS judge me because of my hair condition my old friends from primary school has been constantly mocking me, calling me nicknames like "snowman" "old man" and a whole lot of people have been asking me why am I growing white hair at my age, some asked nicely, some asked with sarcasm
I remember that was one group of people who I always hang out with when I was 12, they made fun of me as much as they change their clothes, not even kidding, when they get bored of me and decide to try to "break out" with me, they will try all ways and means to point out all my imperfections and cyber bully me online. Which really leave a deep impact on my mind, I mean, I was only 12, having to suffer all this depressing stuff on the age of 12 is not imaginable at all.
By the way I would like to make a disclaimer that I am not fixing my hair on the intention of my haters, it is all because of vainty and wanting to look better, I mean, there is nothing wrong trying to look better, right? well I do have to admit that one of the reason is because I want to leave a better first impression when I make new friends in the near future, because people's impression of me was never once good, never.
By the way if you are curious, I am not using normal hair dye, I chose to use henna hair dye (a traditional Indian way of dyeing hair) it has lesser damage to my hair & scalp, and cheaper, but its gonna be a real mess if you don't handle it properly, which was what happened to me.
Ready for the pictures?
I know it photos it still looks okay-acceptable in these photos, but if you meet me in real life, it is very horrible it is even more horrible when the strands of white hair sticks out.
So the whole process took me about 20 minutes, I made a real mess because I am a very clumsy and careless person, haha the paste was spilled all over my toilet, honestly speaking I didn't not feel a single thing during the process of dyeing my hair, the only feeling I got is that I feel like the dye is sucking into my brain LOL, I think it is just me over panicking haha.
According to the instruction manual I am suppose to apply the paste on my hair with a brush (but I used my hands LOL) and use a comb and brush it from the roots to the tip of the hair, then wait for the paste to dry and wash it off, during the process of drying, I was super freaked out by how dry my hair was, it was literally like grass, but it was just the dye so it wasn't that bad haha, I was SO SO tempted to touch my hair because the texture of my hair is just so weird and the feeling was super funny haha.
So after it dried i went to shower, washed it off and shampooed and conditioned it, MY WHOLE TOILET AND MY BODY WAS GREEN LOL (the dye is green in color) I am sastified with the final results although it did not make any significant difference to my looks, but at least my white strands are all black now so I am contented
Here are the after photos of my hair! wee so happy haha
With flash: (the white stuffs are just the reflection from the flash)
So the final verdict is: I LOVE IT! I love how my hair is just pure black and not patches of brown with white strands sticking out, although the condition of my hair has worsened a little, I think it can be fixed with with lots of conditioning and proper hair care, haha.
I finally don't have to feel bad about myself
I finally don't have to envy boys with healthy black hair
I finally won't have people making fun of me anymore
I finally can be confident, and be me
I finally truly be happy.